Gosh, another day of crap college, each day that goes by is meant to be getting easier, but in reality it seems like the opposite...
I've never felt so confused and blocked out from myself, i know this maybe confusing, but its as though im separated from myself. I've learned that in this life theres people you may trust, but do they have the decency keep there mouth shut. If it doesnt involve you , do not open your mouth like its your business, unless your being seeked advice from. I have two possibly 3 people i trust with my life. I dont have best friends, i have close friends, people im close to and talk to. But now my patience has run thin, i've cracked.
My emotions remained bottled up to keep others happy, but right now i dont feel happy at all, just living in the moment doesnt work anymore especially when theres a past. Whether it be bestfriends, enemies, ex or current lovers. The issue doesnt fade away cuz you dont want it to exsist.
Argh! Another stressful day... However, i came home to realise even through the worst & the best, they'd be here.. Im here for them and they know that. Again, we dont realise the specail things in life til we dont have them anymore...
Trust & Love & Friends come and go..
I will fight for what i believe in... Play mind games, but i can play them better, dont forget that! x x <3
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